Rebecca!

Thank you to everyone who wished me better! :) I went to the doctor and decided to update you guys on what happened.

Turns out I've got a lot of problems, haha. First thing they did was take my pulse which was at about 130 bpm. I told her it might be because I didn't have a lot of oxygen and I had just walked across the office so she let me rest and said she'd come back in a little bit to check it again. So she did. And it was at like 129. So the nurse says it looks like I am dehydrated and she brings me like four glasses of water. I down 'em but I was still thirsty. When she checked the pulse after that, 100! So first things first, I need to drink more water!!!

I also have a pretty bad sinus infection. She looked inside my nose and said it was really blocked off, which I knew. :P It was also pretty infected so she gave me some medication for that. She also said I definitely have a deviated septum so she referred me to an ear, nose, & throat doctor to get that taken care of. Of course, my parent's insurance runs out in January unless I'm a full time student so it looks like I'll be visit Mr. Nose doctor pretty soon.

After we worked all of that out, I made Rachel leave (lol) while I talked to her about two other issues I was having including my butt rash! TMI, I know. But anyway she couldn't help me much and just said I could go to a dermatologist since it wasn't itchy or anything. It's not really a big deal to me so I'll probably just wait on that until I have more moneys.

THEN I was really embarrassed but I was telling her about my ~mental struggles~ and first she asked me if I had been tested for ADHD and was telling me I don't have to be crazy-bouncing-off-the-walls to have it. Well then we went on and talked a little more about some of my anxiety issues and everything and she put me on a low dosage antidepressant Citralopram or Celexa I guess they call it. If anyone has any experience with this, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

All in all, I ended up with three prescriptions and was sent home with a nasal spray and some other tablets to take. I just hope everything works out ok and I start to feel better-- mentally and physically! :)

I had ordered two dresses from two different eBay sellers on September 4th and haven't received them yet. I went to the post office multiple times, gave numbers, went back, did EVERYTHING I could think of doing and I finally decided to just email the sellers and let them know I hadn't received it. I told them if they got it back somehow, to please reship it to my parent's address.

One of the sellers emailed me back saying she had just gotten it back that morning and she would ship it out again asap to the new address. She also offered me another FREE dress of any color for it taking so long, which was extremely nice and I was eternally grateful! I told her I'd recommend her store to everyone so I am doing just that.

http://stores.ebay.com/TeaSigns-Presents-TShirts

I posted this in my MySpace so I apologize if you're seeing it twice but I worked really hard and I know some of you may not agree with me 100% and I know its really long but at least check it out:

( My political views/debunking political rumors. )

I feel like a box overflowing with emotions. And every emotion has a color, a million colors spewing out of a box. And I'm not sure if they are going to make a beautiful rainbow or if they are going to mesh together to make disgusting shades of brown and black. Teetering on the edge of emotional stability is difficult work. I am keeping myself together now, I will break down later when it is completely inappropriate. I'm broken.

In other news, welcome Padfoot. Ignore my fat thigh.



We visited Jonathan last night and he told me he wanted to do it right then and if I'd let him do it, he'd do it for free. I gladly obliged.

I decided to post the recipe to these I made the other day incase anyone wants it!

Peanut Butter Surprise Cupcakes!





( Recipe! )

Enjoyyyyyyy.

Peppermint cupcakes went well! I'm also making chocolate truffles (they're in the fridge cooling, will decorate later) and if anyone is interested I'll post the recipe to those as well.

I really need a high-quality camera to take pictures of these with. MacBook photos are depressing.

Peppermint Cupcakes!

The white ones look SO much better.


Mark holding up our favorite!

( Recipe! )

Enjoy! :)